It dawned on me that when I stopped attending the church service, I felt His presence more (or is it just a figment of my imagination?), my faith became stronger, and I have come to terms to freely accept things that happened (and will happen).Whether these are good things or not so good things, it definitely works out for the best.
Some questions pop up once in awhile, my faith is more secure now than before. It’s funny because previously, I was always having this “what if” thing. Now, I always say, “God thy will be done”.
In my point of view, going to church is like taking vitamins everyday wherein eventually you get immune to it. Stopping for awhile removes the residue and later on when you decide to start taking again, your body is more receptive and the absorption is more effective. Although I did not plan it, when I stopped attending the church service, weeks later, I also stopped taking vitamins. Kinda weird huh?
Hmmmm… in the long run, I will get out from this hibernation stage and will attend the church service and take vitamins again. Once in a while, maybe, i will still hibernate to detoxify.
(Note: I’m not suggesting or encouraging you in anyway that you do the same thing. We are empowered to decide on our own accord.)